First blog of the New Year!

I will officially be done with school tomorrow at 11:30am. I'm very pleased with this.

It's been a rough couple of weeks for me and it has definately taken it's toll on me. I have been either super amped up emotional or completely numb. It's time to start feeling again.

I've been in robot mode since I started school just to cope with all the stress and not freak out all the time. It worked most of the time...

I'm planning on doing a lot of soul searching and giving myself ample time to myself to get to know me again. I'm going to try and reinvent myself into someone I can stand, because right now- I'm not that girl. I want to get back into writing, I want to be healthier, and I want to love.

I'm excited to start making money again and not just scrape by. I need to try and get out of debt soonish and be able to support myself and maybe get my own place. I really want to live alone. Well, just me and my Winston.

Here's to a fresh start. New job, new year, new Shelley.