Well, I added a picture.

I'm not sure I want to do the whole anonymous thing anymore. I want to write. I'll still be honest as poo in my posts, because- well, no one reads this really. Haha!

I am pretty much flat broke right now. I'm so very excited by that. Oh! I just realized I have mileage to be reimbursed from my company for a training I had to drive to... Yes! Well that will help. =) I took the day off school today, I guess. I need to get some things done around the house like finish my laundry, clean my room, and clean the bathroom. I may watch a movie too. I need a new book to read... I am rambling. My brain never stops! I also need to finish getting my ex's things together to give back to him.

Oh boy. I guess I better get busy!

Cheers!
-Remes

So I went on a date...

It was kind of nice. I got tired of waiting around, so I went over to a friend's house and had a few beers... on an empty stomach. Woops. Naturally when dude (who we've been calling BiPolar) finally called, I was slightly drunk. My bad. I ended up going, had a few glasses of wine at the restaraunt. It was a pretty nice place. I think it was like $60 or $80 for the dinner and wine. Whatever, he paid.

Reason we've been calling him BiPolar: "I'm not feeling 100% attracted" me-"alright, that's cool. Thanks for not dicking me around" BP-"yeah, I just didn't want to lead you on." 4 hours later, "So are we still on for tomorrow?" me-"WTF?"

He's very hot and cold... Not so sure I have time for all of that. Actually, I'm sure I don't have time for that. I'm enjoying my freedom and not having to worry if I'm going to hurt anyone's feelings. I also don't want to get tied to the area again. My dreams are too big for this town. I'm not a fan of the male selection either, frankly.

I think I might spend more time in Alton with a work friend. She's been hanging out at a pub that has live music. Totally dig it.

School has been going pretty rad. I had a $92 ticket... That means my ass was busy today.

Well, I'm off to the land of dreams and rest...
*May the starts keep you
-JA Remus

Single life...

I'm having a hard day today. I'm not sure if it's a full moon, the fact that I got 4 hours of sleep, or if I'm just on my way to being bitter for the rest of my life. In any case, today is rough. One of my good friends was in town for about a week and a half, but she's on an airplane now flying back to her home and other life. I will miss her like crazy this time more than last I believe. I have been so reserved and full of remorse that I have been refusing to meet new people because, well, people are mean and people hurt. So why get close to anyone? This is my delima. I have been burned and burned and burned. I'm not sure I want to stick my hand back in the fire.

Cheers!