Life sure is funny.

Change always happens. I don't do well with change. Currently rearranging some things... It's hard when things end. It's harder when you know it's for the best and it still stings with such a force that it makes you sick. I need sleep. I need air. I need a vacation. I just want to head to the mountains and stay. I love the mountains so much. When everything ended, I looked up jobs in state parks. I would miss my cat too much. I would miss my clients too much. I guess I'm just stuck here for a while. Maybe I can plan an escape soon.