I discovered that I am shy again. I'm starting to realize that when my life fell apart 2 years ago that it was actually like someone wiped my hard drive. When all of it went down I would show up an hour early for work because I couldn't remember what time I used to leave to get there on time. I couldn't figure it out in my head if it took me x amount of minutes to get there, then I would need to leave at whatever time. I couldn't remember what I liked to eat, or when I was suposed to eat it. It's really freaking me out that I am just now realizing this.
On one hand, I'm really not excited about having to work through all of this again because it's a lot of work, but on the other hand- I get to start almost from scratch again. It's not my fault that it happened to me all at once; I can't go back in time and change it. Why not embrace the opportunity to reinvent myself and do better this time than before?
Here's to optomism!
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